Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Damn, i'm sick of these stinky boots....

yeah, its a jim morrison quote... jim and i are kindred spirits, who  feel too much and hurt too much, and sometimes drink to escape the pain for an evening

right now i am feeling too much, and hurting too much

i am sick of giving to someone who doesn't care about my feelings
someone who pretends to be my friend, but when it comes down to it, really isn't

lies to me, and discards me repeatedly
and i keep forgiving...and keep forgiving....like a goddam idiot

i can't trust you anymore, but i do anyway

damn Mother Theresa and her "Do it anyway" thing...
damn these people who say you attract what you put out there!
i gave you unconditional love, no control, no ownership, no bullshit
i've given you a home, a firm foundation, space to flourish, food, clothes, art supplies, beer

and my busted up, bruised heart


you think that i think you're using me

that never crosses my mind -- i thought i was giving you a home, a family, a firm foundation, friendship, love

but you think you're using me
so maybe you are


No comments:

Post a Comment