I only have 3 people in my life who let me be real -- cause the rest of the people are scared to death of my reality. I'm too sensitive, too loud, too carried away, too nervous, too afraid, I feel things too deeply, see things too clearly. I think too much and know too much. I talk too much and talk too fast. I laugh too loud. I get very sad over things I can't control, and thats BAD.